BPD and Traumatic Events

Typically, I have heard that BPD can be brought on and activated if the person experiences a situation that increases stress level to extreme heights. A traumatic event would be a prime example. So, I have been wondering if, once activated, BPD can be made worse through an additional traumatic event. The reason this currently […]

New Additions

As always, I wish to inform my readers. So, I continually update the links to informative articles and tables. It is my wish to showcase the artistic and creative side to BPD on the site. For this reason I have begun sharing some of my creative and non-fiction writing that at times does not pertain […]

The Vast Machine Part Deux

Our system, seeking equality over its minions, ripped the very individuality possessed by all away in a violent and invasive tactical barrage of marketing and advertising.  the Machine, demanding productivity in industry, has tamed the people’s minds into subservient consumer-producers.  Wealth is the ultimate motivator.  The arts and literature have taken a back seat to […]

The Vast Machine

Our minds are numb from the spotlights of Orwell’s dark prediction. Dreams of freedom drown in the blood of the slaughtered innocent. Our great peace becomes a never-ending war of rape and bloodshed, not of the body, but of the mind and spirit. They say war shall bring us peace, but the very war we […]


Some nights, I find myself wishing they will never end as I stare blankly and bathe in the light of the stars.  My manic mind begins dreaming that the stars will lend me their light and bring me closer to heaven.  Closer to my loved ones. I consequently find myself diving into my sinful past, […]

Anti-depressants and Elevated Mood

For the longest time I wondered which i would want to get rid of more, mania or depression. I seemed to have a handle on the mania at the time, and depression sucks. I’m sure most would agree, but I can’t stand depression. For me there is no escape from it evil clutches. With mania, […]